| It was exciting. I saw a lot of new faces, and a lot that I hadn't seen in a LONG time. I was happy that we were all together again. I heard a lot of drama from ONE person and oh wow, i was getting angry. But oh well. I can't believe I am already a SOPHMORE! It's exciting yet kind of sad. Exciting because it's almost over, meet new people, and have fun but it's Sad cause it's going so fast, people come and go, friends that you've known since you were little are leaving to go to Wamego. That sucks. I hate it. But I'm excited to turn 18 and get my life going. I have a wonderful future ahead of me and I am not going to let ANYBODY nor ANYTHING get in the way of that. I can't. I want too good of a career to do that.
My family is growin older too fast as well. Both of my sisters are ENGAGED! How crazy is that? Ashley is getting married next July/August time. I'm the Maitren of Honor in that one. I'm really excited my sister is giving me the privlage to do A LOT of the planning and arranging for it. That means a whole lot to me. Kayla is getting married in 2008. That's not too far down the road. I'm pretty excited about that. I dont know if i'll be in that wedding or not. She hasn't exactly told me yet. I can remember going to my moms house and Ashley and I roller blading and biking in the appartment complex. That was fun, those were the days. But now we go out, party, have a good time. But we are controlable while we have a good time. We argue sometimes but who doesn't when their siblings? I mean, that's just normal ain't it? Kayla and I used to fight ALL the time. I'm serious, ever minute we were together, we were fighting. Now it's like she's my best friend. I can go talk to her about ANYTHING and I know that. That's how i've always wanted it to be but there is a three and half year difference between Kayla and I, a four and half year difference between Ashley and I so it's not so easy ya know. But we all make it work. Kole is moving out this weekend. he's going to live in North Carolina for about 4 months, see how he likes it and then maybe come back for good in December. I'll miss him a whole bunch and i'l probably cry but i know deep down he'll miss us all here and that he loves us. He's like a huge pillow that doesn't let anybody close to it. Or a bean bag chair that nobody can sit in. It's sad that we're not very close but oh well. We get along pretty well. We have our good and bad times but 90% of the time it's good times. Dallas and I don't talk much. Actually, we NEVER talk unless he's here visiting and even then we rarely talk. There is a 12 year difference in age there and that i dont think I can top. It'll be hard to ever really get along with him. But he's family snd I have to respect that. Dad and Darlene(the step mom) well we get along pretty well now. Dar and I fight sometimes but it's about 30 minutes to an hour and we're talkin again. we just need to give eachother space and half the time we dont do that. My dad and I have gotten a lot closer over the summer. I like it. We go bowling, fishing, and do stuff TOGETHER. We're doing the bowling tournament again this year, so i'm pretty excited about that. But that's about my family really. I love them all....Oh wait, i forgot my real mother. She's amazing. We DEFFINITELY have our fights but we have the SAME attitude and that's not always good when we get to talkin cause we dissagree and it's just not good. But I love her and that's all that matters....
I think this is deffinitely long enough. I'm pretty excited about this year though, I'm shooting for A honor. Hopefully B, but my goal is to get A honor atleast once in my sophmore year. I'll do my best. My classes seem pretty darn easy so i'm looking forward to it. I guess i'll close this up now. Talk to you all later or see you at school.
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